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Reflections of 2008

my yearly reflection before the year ends ((:

well come to think of it, its really a happening year for me.

sooo many things had happen within this year

A good year to start and end with i suppose ((:

This year, i've gained someone who is so close to my heart

and have also lost 2 people clsoe to my heart.

many things have happened in school as well.

shall slowly reflect upon the major events.

the start of the year deardear appeared in my life.

its really the most thankful event that had happened in my life.

i'm really glad that i've found u my dear.

to have u around, you've shown me whats true love.

taught me many things in life

and made me realize things and a new angle to see things ((:

u're more than jus a boyfriend to me.

cos with u its not jus about our relationship

but it involves many other things in our lives as well.

during my down times that had happen this year,

you're always by my side cheering me up

and making me see other perspectives that

made me understand why things happen this way

and how i should react and handle it.

its really very valuable ((:

and glad that i still have a shoulder to rely on when i need one.

dear, thou i've disappointed u many times

and made u felt really sad and injured once,

im truely sorry

lets work hard together to build a better r/s okies?

deardear u're truly a treasure that i have hees.

bear left for queensland this year.

my bestie will not be around in singapore.

felt really very sad knowing that she'll be away.

but as time goes by, time made us got used to it.

well thou we're like miles away,

distance still didn seperate us as bestie!

the sadddest moment in 2008 is when ah ma passed away.

my ah ma is my last grandparent thats around.

so i really love her alot and treasure her.

thou she left quite suddenly due to heart attack,

but im glad i was there with her til her last moment.

her funeral was really very grand,

so im glad that she left gracefully ((:

ah ma, i'll always remember you and love u deeply.

year one sem two results really was like shit.

i scored really badly and was below 3.

really a set back.

a lesson to be learnt and time to buck up.

being in RAG made me see a lot of things and discover

more about people's personality

made me learnt a hard lesson on time management

and how to manage a commitee.

many conflicts had spurred and soured many friendships.

its really a fight for power between some people

and made me realize the true character of people

when u work long enough with ur commitee.

i didn really enjoy the process cos i felt like a ball being thrown around

and didn feel that i really belong in this event.

but yea a good experience i suppose.

the most unforgettable event that had hit me badly

was when i felt i was backstabbed by my good friends.

made me realize how selfish one can be for one's benefit.

they can be so indulge in their own " Li (4) Yi(4)"

that they have forgetton about the good of others.

becos of having good results, you can forsake friendship

u were once my very good friend.

I really treated u sincerely and truthfully

yet u were so scheming and threw me into deep shit twice.

Thanks.

you made me understand 2 perspectives too.

understand how painful it can be when u are hurt by someone

and the person who had done the wrong thing can feel regret about it

but will have excuses for the wrong doing and wouldn't feel as painful as the injured party.

I've been into both situation before.

however, I've gained more friends thou i lost 2 good friends.

thank you Jasmine, yuhui, vincent for being with me when im down all the time.

oh and meihong plus yongda too.

thank you for your support and ur trust in me.

without you all i guess i'll really feel very lonely and outcasted in lectures and tutorials.

really appreciate all of you.

hope we'll really have fun the coming semester!!

Grace, you're someone whom i can rely on when i need a listening ear.

ur comfort and complaining together with me made me feel that

i wasn't the only one suffering in this small small world.

hees. my bestie thank you!!

this year, i celebrated my 21st burfdae too!!

really very happy and thankyou everybody who have came and celebrated with me.

thank you meanies for helping me organize and set up eveything for me.

and deardear, ur presence and staying beside me is all i need ((:

and to end the year, I'll be celebrating with my deardear!!

yay!! NYE dinner and counting down with fireworks at marina!!

happy happy!!

hope the coming year will be a great year and only happy things happen!!

and better results next semester!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!