❤ SwingmeovertheRainbow

To you...

Its been sometime I've read ur blog.
and after reading it just now..
I think I'm like shocked.

Like uber shocked to read what u said 

and erms more disappointing 

that I think You're scary.

You just make me stop trusting u for this moment.

Do you even think about people's privacy?

I really dun wish to say this 

I think you're a damn stalker?

If you think it was fun doing that

or out of boredom u just try ur luck 

den I think u ought to reflect my dear.

...

Back to wad you wrote.

Mervin is mature no doubt and He has his pt

why he would say that.

have u seriously ponder why he will said that?

probably you're just too engulfed 

by ur biasness in trying to protect your

NICE boyfriend but apparently I'm kinda offended by it.

think abt wad period was it when he mention that.

the period when u were like so down cos 

wad ur bf has done to u that u're like in shit?

and I was like so worried and cos I god damn cared

and didn want u to get hurt like wad I went thru?

I think you're like so selfish when u even wrote that.

Wad Mervin knows is wad he has done wrong to you that side

and obviously he too doesn want u to get hurt 

and cried like shit and stuff again and again.

Everyone believe wad me see.

and for the nice part of Sean konly u knows.

he suggested but its still up to me 

to decide whether to say it or not

and He said that cos he doesn want me 

to care for u when u didn bother to think about 

how much I cared and worried for u

cos even no matter how much I say 

in the end u will still dun heed my advice 

and go back to him

so wads the point of keep consoling u 

time and time again

when it happens again and again

and its really no point.

so to end it all dun bother abt u again

cos my care and concern and advices 

will still go down the drain.

I've gone thru it myself and so I'm telling my 

pt of view why I dun support u

so wad if I'm your best friend!

know that u're going the wrong direction 

I still support u all the way?

Know u will get hurt I will still support u?

wad a good best friend that is huh!

If i didn bother and really care for u

u think I will object?

yarh u can make ur own decision 

but as ur bestfriend in my definition

I will obviously tell you how I think.

and why i strongly object.

and I believe in one of our meeting 

I did mention to you that he suggested that sentence too!

so wads the curious?

and for that JY part

yarh I hope and hope and hope...

but in the end?

I still broke up cos I know My hope is just a hope

and It wont happen!

I woke up from my stupid hope

and Im still right.

...

as for u...

continue hoping and prove urself right den.

and let time tells.

Like i said. 

I'm neutral abt ur r/s now.

so prove me wrong den.

I not trying to put Sean down

Im telling u wad the situation was back den.

sorry I think for now you just broke my trust

and the love I have for u as a bestie.

I'm pissed but I'm clear in my mind wad I'm writing.

go think abt it

whether I have a pt in saying all these.